Dreamscape: Want Too Much

From what I can remember since this dream was much hazier than most, but I now seek to forget.

It begins in a much unlikely place, a forest, but through a progression became the woods. I looked down the length of my body and foundd that I was dressed in a nightie, one which was modest and bright yellow with small bouquets. One of the straps for my nightie, fell off my shoulder, bearing the soft dark skin of my arm. My hair was flowing over my shoulders and I got a few shivers which made the forest much inviting still. The stillness was around me as suddenly, and I found myself in the center of the forest, how did I get here?

There was a stranger, where the forest ends and the woods began. At first, I could not make out features to see who or what it was, but I sought to speak to them in this dream state. When I uttered a word, smoke or cold air came from my breath. The stranger became unsettled and shifted their body towards me. It seemed like forever before they positioned themselves in full view, from their head, facial features materializing, then shoulders, torso, arms, legs, feet. The stranger only stepped into the light silently, no sound made with their footfalls as they stepped into the moonlight, closer and closer towards me…And as the stranger came in, more into view, I saw that…it was you.

You were the dark stranger and you took my breath away when I tried to utter a word to you, you took my life force. You were beautiful in the moonlight as it shown on your dark curly hair, your eyes that hypnotize and your hands outstretched. By the time you got to me, a cloak of darkness took me to the inner realms of the woods where I was roused. I feared at first, but then you assured me that you are not here to harm me or for me to harm you. After you watched me in consideration for a few moments, you beckoned me deeper inside your shelter. My hand in yours, you gently took me to where you desired and we both fell in a dark hole. The dark hole took us to another place where we saw many possibilities for us. The realities could be felt as we witnessed them. You turned to me and I gazed into the iris of your eyes and witnessed your universe and how it would be if I was in it. And as I felt myself falling into you, I saw the dark and unfamiliar parts of your universe, and they were like magnets trying to inhale me into the unknown region that was also you. But I wanted too much, I wanted all of you, both light and dark, both heavenly and nefarious. It felt like an eternity and an eternity that I fell and stumbled and fell and stumbled, to find myself in a garden without sun and cloudy skies with no end, my stranger was nowhere to be found. One tear slid down my face and hit the dirt before me, between my bare feet.

VERSE: Sub-Lunar Lover

The Blood Wolf Moon, January 20-21, 2019

Such heat emanate from my being

As you drink

Nipping at your earlobe

Excreting delight from you

Delighting in my deed

I feed

Eat

Eating your sorrows and pains

Your eyes slid closed

I closer

secretly extract all

You

Unknowing grow hungry for more

More time/space between

Wishing we were in a room with four walls no door

Chanting incantations

Whispering in each other’s necks

Spines collecting moans & tones

Reverberations awakening instincts to pursue

Fighting the determination to union

With open mouths

Sucking motions and awe

Subconscious sipping data flow

Eternal moments captured in our vaults

We hide from the world though

With the gaze of only us two

As the Moon our rune

VERSE: You AND Eye

3/20/2017

2:45 AM

Now I realize

Captured heaven

Before my eyes

Adoration

Friction

hesitation

Mighty steps towards

Future aspiration

Titillating, the mood arise

Revelation sublime sunrise

Awaken desire

In the temples where you and I

Creating you and eye

Swelling starts

Swelling hearts

Swelling satisfaction

Matching no other

Space too wide

Peaking, we wish to hide

In a zest discover you and I

Exploring

Memory presents itself

Intense images of moments

Manifests

Hints pure intentions

Stirring emotions

Evoking, elements perceived

I hoping

eye open

Sort out deception

Hoping, that this is not a lie

But is a sign

Bind thee hearts to see

Open my mind

My soul sits there

Expand my mind

Release the fear

Persevere

cultivate

Take hold of what makes

You and I

You

and

I

VERSE: First MAN – First WOMAN

02/10/2009

And so it began

How we came to be

Our true essence hidden within nature

Where our only memories are of the COSMOS

In which we are tied

Equal we are made children of NUT (Newt)

Created of nothing else

but casts with names

Identifying

The spirit-treasures eternal

In our hands we are given the tools

To mold to dig within and join

Our true inheritance

Exchanging

You, first MAN

I, first WO-MAN

Given an ancient ritual to perform

The talents provided by Creator Seed

Who has given us EARTH

Our duty to give it GREAT BIRTH

to multiply worthy consciousness

Dreamscape: Demons & Dragons

It was a dream about work or least, at first it seemed to be. The figures became more clear and distinct, and they were people that worked with me at my current job. I realized that I was in the middle of a department store floor while my co-workers were all running around with shopping carts, but as the big picture came into view I realized we were in a Walmart and strangers were all around us. They were shapeless strangers, coming in closer and closer. All the while my co-workers were in a full frenzy, their cart wheels clashing, carts banging into items and running over feet. As dreams do, the dream shifts gears and again I am in the first person view.

A thought was sent into my conscious mind while I am unconsciously dreaming that I will be moving into another scene as a being on the quest of very peculiar instances. A stark white woman, so pale her blue veins visible to the surface of her skin, dressed in a white pants suit with a satin blue tie. The woman was standing or floating outside my window. As if this scene was not scary enough, I drew closer to the window while I studied her movements from a brownstone apartment similar to those I have seen in Queens and Brooklyn, New York.

Suddenly I was whisked away from that scene and presented to another. This scene was a raid by soldiers on a home where demons dwelled. During this scene my subconscious gave me some background information, because it sensed my dread. The family was a family of demons. Yes, I was alarmed and terrified. Especially since the demon with a ghoulish grin, bearing smoke stained teeth, with bulging, waterfilled eyes came lashing out at me, spiting curses that became like fire. Unfortunately, his projected path from across his small living room was towards me. All of this was happening all at once. In that split second, I sensed from my subconsciousness as my mind projected to me, providing me the material to understand that I was in true danger, when in fact it was only…a dream. Unconscious to the facts, the fact being that this was just a dream, and at that very moment of the raid, an ancient sword materialized in my hand and with the power of the knowledge, I charged the ghoulish creature. 

The woman that was outside my window, climbed upon a radiant albino dragon. The dragon stared at me with large red pupils and a long neck with scales delicately placed. The woman, she rode upon the albino dragon, with features mixed between the lure of Eurasian dragon beasts. It’s scales were iridescent like the shells of abalone. From white to soft pastel pinks, soft baby blues…as it rose to the sky, light…light…light.

Enters…Universe

Sunrise Tahina; Imagine the Desert Oasis

I am honored to have your presence. Thank you!

This is my first blog or experience with a platform like this other than having a social media account. I needed a place to express myself in ways that I could not gratify through the most common social media sites and was inspired by a friend’s WordPress posts. 

This will be my universe…I am here to provide you with a view. My fictional writing is in a way an imitation of life, my life, but a way to express those imitations without betraying my reality and those within it.

I promise to be as descriptive, intrinsic,  and also to magnify the inner mind’s eye, wildest imaginings and earn your audience. Also, you will learn a lot about me as well. *smirk*

“Every man gotta right to decide his own destiny.”. — Bob Marley

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    I really enjoyed the short story. I could actually envision everything that was taking place. It was very funny!!! Great…

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