06/18/2019 journal in prose of my day…to encourage myself and anyone else who has loved hard and have had their heart broken. There is hope that someone can love us just as hard for as long as we live. (Featured photo is of me when I was 11 months old.)
I’m beginning to feel that pain and love
Are the same emotions
Because to sometimes have one
Love
Is to sometimes have the other
Pain
Both hold hands and play but can be joined
By
Inspiration and epiphany
Anger
Extreme bliss
Hurt
Transparency and openness
Regret
Loss
HOPE
The only way to cope
When that person has powers to maim
The worst is that their intentions was not to aim
Yet still, they leave the subject of their love to blame
I have only truly had a broken heart 3 times
From that same individual of all my affections
Those 3 wounds
Have me displaced and ghosted my heart
Left in a state of wandering
Faced with the task to recover
My strength notwithstanding
I will survive the blows that have befallen me
Because there is someone out here in this desert
That can appreciate the flower that I offer
Deeming themselves worthy of my perpetual attentions
Honey intentions without a regret or resent